I'm sorry. I won't be updating "Crazy Life - YunHo" for a while, because I have a new computer and I have to make it work. Which means, getting everything back on it, including the software.

Yeah.... I don't know how long it'll take me to do that. Possibly forever. Because I forgot to save some, so I have to find it....

Anyway, I should be up and running again by next Monday - no guarantees that it'll be before then, as I'll be taking down the tree on Saturday.

I have Windows 7 to get used to, now, and I have no guarantees I won't want to kill it by the end of this.

I have considered - for a while now - to get a blog to keep track of my 101 in 1001 list.

The next one. this one is pretty dead. I should just call it and just start, you know?

Well. I can wait until I've got all the goals I want.

I'm only going to do 71 this time around - leave 30 blank so I can add things as they come up. I don't know what, but I'm sure it will, as it happened this time around. Not that I plan to go on anther trek before the end of the next 1001 days, but you never know. As I didn't plan on it this time.

Anyway.... There's that.

And then there was something else - but I can't remember, of course. Maybe later.

Although there does seem to be a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm doing some writing again. Not much, and nothing good enough to post, but something. It's something of a relief.

I'm not used to writing like this any more, so it's all awkward and weird, but it'll get better.

If I have the ideas.

I has short hair.

It's so... short! I have a ponytail that's at least 12 inches waiting to be sent in to Locks for Love, and bangs!

I have bangs. :)

Anyway, that's all I have for now....

Not that it really matters - as I haven't and probably won't post it - but I updated my 'ficpics' list. I have 49 now. Of those, 8 have fics (one has two), one of which has not been posted (and probably never will).

I got caught up on my journal, finished my trek journal, wrote a birthday letter to Maggie and a catch up letter for Elyssa. I still have catch up for Taran and Maggie, but I didn't have everything I wanted for those.

Um... I got started on my letter to Jay - I do want to get that out soon - but didn't get everything done. I might still work on it.

I had hoped - a lot - to get some writing done.

And, as for my journal... I think I might actually finish the one I have (the one in 2006) and just print out the rest - transfer them to Word and format the entries - and put them in a nice journal. Not ideal - but more likely to get done. I'm almost certain that's what I'll do.

I'm almost finished with my current journal - I have two pages left. The next one will be the one I got from Erin, and I have two more after that. So I might actually be set until the end of the year.

And that was my random entry of randomness.

Why, yes, I'm avoiding things, why do you ask?

Seriously.

WHY did I click on the ad?

You know, those stupid ads they have (in this case, on my facebook) that they think will cater to your interests?

They were right, this once. I clicked on Vermont College of Fine Arts, and suddenly, desperately, want to do this.

They have a Translation emphasis.

Oh, I WANT to do this. Badly. Chances of it happening?

Slim. None. I want to study something I have a hope of using in case of emergency... but hey. Translation? Something, yeah?

I can't begin to express how much I would love to do this - the main problem, of course, the residencies, twice a year... for 10 days.

Um. No?

What would I do with the kids? Maybe if everyone were in school....

I don't know. I can dream, just a little? Maybe?

I need to set some definite and reachable goals this week. I have my month goals, but I need goals I can do this week.

I just don't know how to actually do that....

I'm seriously thinking that a hiatus from the computer would be good. I'm just not sure it'll happen.

Fair warning....

Considering what tomorrow looks like?

I'm not going to be online at all, as much as it may kill me. The day is booked full (I'm NEVER having a movie party again), and I just don't see me having time to get on.

So, I'll talk to you all Friday!

Have a great day tomorrow!

I will, however, attack my notebook, and there will be writing. I promise.

Okay.

bored, frustrated with myself, and bored.

I'm off.

skyangel2009, sorry I missed you. See you tomorrow, I hope.

I'm thinking pretty seriously about taking a hiatus for a while; I've been kicking the idea around for nearly a week.

I'm not sure it'll happen, or when it'll happen, but I promise to let you all know. It'll be hard, but I only have about three weeks to get everything done that I need to, and this is getting in the way.

I'm tired.

I'm tired, and I feel like crap (I really hate being a girl), and I want to go and read.

Or something. I just need to... go.

Inkheart, Fire of the Covenant, and a movie to watch that isn't Harry Potter... something with explosions. I don't know what yet, or if I'll even actually watch something. I'm just... a little BORED with things. Me. My life. That sort of thing.

I think I'll write the spar soon. I need vicarious violence.

So. Night.

1. The ipod lives! I managed to reset it this morning, and then recharged it. So that's good.

2. I think I'm going to hiatus from writing. I'm not sure there's a point to beating myself up about my inability to write at the moment. It's irritating and frustrating.

No writing again today. I was busy, though, so it's not that big a deal?

I hope.

My tastes have changed so much lately that I seriously have had to reevaluate my rankings on some of these songs. When did I start to like ballads?

It's seriously weird.

I don't want my iPod to be dead.

I have... oh, three? or maybe four ideas in my head to write.

I have a pan chicken enchiladas - two - I have to make, and I have to go to the store to get them.

I have a skirt I wanted to start, but I have to clean off the table first, which shouldn't take too long.

I have a dishwasher to empty.

I don't want to do any of it.

I haven't been this... apathetic in a long time, and it's really frustrating me. I don't know WHY I'm so angry about everything, why everything my children do bother me so much.

wow. That's a lot of "I". maybe that's the problem.

no writing today, and possibly none tomorrow. Another busy day ahead of me.

maybe I can put the kids to bed really early?

Yes. in caps.

I managed all but like... 6 words for the week, and I think I've been in this house approximately... 3 hours (and that's generous) since I got up this morning. I'm tired.

It was a good day.

I'm sorry I didn't get the last of the MiWook arc posted today - there is one more fic. Then I have a Junsu trilogy to post, the end of the ShinDong mutant!verse arc, and... a couple more random SuJu fics yet to post. While doing that, I'll keep working on the SiChun Mafia!verse arc, and other random things, because I feel a lot less... stressed.

I had an epiphany this morning. It was nice to have.

And now, I'm going to bed. I'll see you all on Monday.

So, I wore my new earrings to church yesterday, and one broke!

It's the first time I wore them. Man....

I owe a lot of people comments, tags, etc., and I will get to them, I promise. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed right now (and sleep deprived and getting sick. ugh), but it will pass. I promise.

Except for my walk, today has been a ballad day.

Possibly the reason my children are sleeping peacefully instead of in tears.

It's been an odd day.